Currently Watching Azumanga Daioh Volume 1 By Kiyohiko Azuma see related

i want to get lost in the cold city with you.

I came on here to write something important. And now I can't remember what it was.

That's like me, isn't it?

I'm quite forgetful.

Anyway, it must not have been that important if I forgot it that fast.

It was something about love. Like I would know something about that.

While I'm on here, I might as well try to say something indie.

Hmm...indie...

I painted my nails sea-foam green. With sparkles. That was great fun. I also used the same nail polish to paint the frames of my glasses. Well, they're the frames of some sunglasses I found at the thrift store. I just broke out the lenses and I've been wearing them around as if they were real glasses. My mom said that was creative.

Fallafle. I'm mad I can't remember now. Arrgh.

It was something to the effect of "when you think you're in love, but the person leaves and you know you should be with them but how can you ever really be sure so you could not worry about it, but really they're your soulmate and you're making a mistake by choosing to push them out of your life". Something like that. It sounded better earlier.

Even though nothing like that has ever happened to me.

It's strange. LJSecret really makes me want to write about stuff. And by stuff, I mean nothing.

It's really pretty outside. Anyone up for a walk in the park?

Currently Listening Girls Get Busy By Bratmobile And I Live In A Town Where Boys Amputate Their Hearts... see related

i know you're out there. somewhere out there.

So, this not caring thing?

Working out better than I planned.

It's amazing what can happen when you don't think about it.

Now, I just wish he knew. Or maybe it's for the better that he doesn't.

I'm not worrying about it.

she just turns to say. as i wait for her today. things will not be different now.

<3 Haylie Renae

Currently Listening The Black Parade By My Chemical Romance Dead! see related

I think it's T-Time...

Of course. It's always T-Time.

Can anyone give me a straight answer?

I mean, one person says, "All you have to do is get to know him, and learn about him, and everything will work out."

Another person says, "You just like him because you think he's cute and funny. That's not really going to work. You have to know the person."

Well, we all saw what happened when I already knew the person. If you recall, it didn't work out well.

I am going to try this new thing called, "Get To Know The Person."

I just don't think he would go for someone so opposite. I am quite different.

Plus, he already likes someone else. *whohasaboyfriend* How can I change his mind? I can't be that great.

Don't worry, this is just my sulk/this will never work out period. I'll be out of it soon.

There's someone's opinion I'd like to know. But, we haven't talked in a while. I really do want to talk to them about this.

Until then, reassurance is nice.

<3 Haylie Renae

I'll let you burn all the empires.

Wow. Can you say "neglected"?

I feel obligated to write on here. Everyone uses different "blog" sites, so I might as well cater to all their needs. Even though I hate Xanga.

So, kids, what's going on? What are the new fads? What is everyone talking about?

I've got my story up and writing again. I stopped for a while, but it was one thought that wouldn't leave my mind. I guess that is for a reason.

I really want more than 3 people to read it. Someone who reads often and will give me an honest opinion. Ask me, you might get a copy.

I could write something meaningful on here. My thoughts. But for some reason, writing that on here for everyone on here to see on an internet blog seems to take the meaning out of it.

I don't feel like the true message is getting across unless you write it on something that is meaningful.

Like a carboard box. A wall. Your hand. The beach.

Even if no one will ever read it, your message will have been passed on in your mind.

That's what it's all about. (Not a reference to the Hokey Pokey. I just runied a good moment.)

I know you're an artist.

You're the hardest one to deal with.

All your feelings that you conceal are revealed on your canvas.

You find all your ugly meanings in the things that I find beautiful.

<3 Haylie Renae

Currently Listening North By Something Corporate see related

give me space so i can breathe.

The date: August 31, 2006

The time: 10:13 P.M.

The event: The 2006 MTV VMA's

The place: Radio City Music Hall in NYC

The happenings: Panic! At The Disco has won. Video of the Year. People are screaming. Panic! is elated. Gasps are heard throughout the building. Panic! was the underdog. They weren't supposed to win. But here they are. The biggest and best award you can win. They have it. Rosepetals are falling from the sky. Everything is perfect.

Those boys deserve every award they will ever recieve. They've worked so hard this past year to get to where they are now. And I couldn't be more proud.

This one's for you, Panic!. Let's show 'em what you've got.

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Please tell me she isn't the most gorgeous girl you've ever seen. (She has some kick-ass eyes, though.)

getontheflooranddothenewkidsdance.